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June 2, 2007

Senyum Itu Sedekah

Hadapi dengan senyuman
Semua yang terjadi
Biar terjadi�.
Hadapi dengan tenang jiwa
Semua... kan baik baik saja
Bila ketetapan tuhan
Sudah ditetapkan
Tetaplah sudah�.
Tak ada yang bisa merubah
Dan takkan bisa berubah

Reff:
Relakanlah saja ini
Bahwa semua yang terbaik
Terbaik untuk kita semua
Menyerahlah untuk menang

Hadapi Dengan Senyuman - Dewa

Suka lagu ni jugak lately....thanks to nurul for sending me this song.... :) Maybe sesuai laa dengan mood aku yang skrg ni agak optimist n bersemangat...hehe..

We do the Best, Let Allah do the REST ;)

~ Smiles~

Posted at Saturday, June 02, 2007 by ciksakura
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Wedding Seasons

~Assalamualaikum wbt~
Current Mode : Excited
Current Song : Sembunyi - Misha Feat Andy Flop Poppy

As I promise yesterday...hari ni macam sedikit rajin nak menulis entry. Yeah, after having a nice cold nescafe...rasa mcm segar semacam. Since friendster pun under maintainance kan..so move on dekat blog :D

Cerita pasal semalam...the whole day memang tak lekat rumah. From morning till 1am. Aktiviti hanyalah mencari kain untuk baju raya. Frust memang frust since banyak warna yg menambator hati dh habis or tak cukup meter. Memang sedeyh. At first planning nak buat color silver as a theme, then tukar biru...tapi sebab baju melayu yg kitorang berkenan tak cukup kain..so last-last balik kepada warna kegemaran iaitu kuning :D. Dah setel bab pilih kain, kitorang pergi rumah tailor rasmi kitorang kat Sentul. Orangnya ialah makcik aku sendiri...then dah selesai maghrib n dinner sket kat Sentul, kitorang move on plak ke rumah pok teh kat Kajang. Lepak-lepak sana sampai la pukul 12am...then sampai rumah kul 1. Agenda kitorang hari tuh adalah makan jek..erk? Makin cuti makin "manjalara" laa aku...hahahah.

Then today pun sama...balik kul 12 tadi. Tengahari tadi pergi kenduri kawen Kak Nonie, member kursus aku zaman "muda-muda" dulu. Dia ni memang aku ingat sangat-sangat sebab nama dia sebijik dengan nama aku...nasib nama ayah je lain :P. Dah tadi pengacara duk sebut nama tuh berulang-ulang kali..hahah aku amik feel berkat je la..

Then tadi jugak selain mama jumpa member-member office lama..aku pun jumpa gak ngan member-member lama mcm miza...and terjumpa ngan member satu sekolah kat assunta..cik zetty and kakak dia... What a small world...majoriti of us masih belaja n dah nak abis..ade gak sorang dua yang dh kerja...huhuh..mcm tak caya je yang kitorang ni dah 'dewasa' hahaha..Tapi ade yang aku tak berapa nak puas hati laa...kenapa dia pakai warna Bronze?? Cik safra....ade dh orang amik warna Bronze...huhuhu..pilu rasanya..betul laa nnt kot2 zaman kita laa ntah tahun bile tuh..kuar jugak warna metallic nih kang...hahaha..takpun warna campuran yg mega punye :P Tapi nak buat camne kan...dh diorang kawen dulu :(

Bak kata auntie Vetha..ni zaman-zaman kitorang plak nak naik...huhuh..aku ni pun...tgh menghitung hari jek nak melangkah ke alam pekerjaan... :| Sekejap jek....and skrg lagi laa..mcm-mcm planning nak buat..gathering laa ape la...yang penting...mama and abah dah kasi green light kalo nk gathering ke ape...since they knows sapa kawan-kawan aku..yg penting...mai umah dulu..hahah tul tak...cheekye girls? :P

Best memang best...lepas ni jamie dak skool assunta plak nak kawen bulan 7 nih..aku rasa dia je laa member skool yg kawen dulu...ehehe..bagus jamie..ko dh bley start buat "piala pusingan"...hehehe..

Then, after gi kenduri..singgah plak Alamanda...lepak-lepak minum-minum ngan abah, mama n adik..terjumpa plak ngan pok teh n family...lama gak kitorang rilek-rilek kat situ...then after maghrib..since tatau nak dinner apa kat RASA...kitorang decide gi kat Presint 16...kat Taman Warisan..makan-makan n minum kat situ..Not bad laa tempat tuh...banyak choices..ade satay,soto,burger, mee bandung,goreng2...and tadi ade plak Acara Citrawarna...mcm meriah jugak laa..Balik kul 11 lebih..sebabnya diorang dh tutup lampu... :p

Lastly...kepada Kak Nonie n Abg Erwan...selamat pengantin baru and semoga jodoh berpanjangan hingga ke anak cucu... :)

That's all...esok dan hari-hari seterusnya aku plan nak lepak-lepak kat rumah..since penat gak jalan-jalan...although best laa jugak kan...so..aku ade seminggu je lagi before nak start ngan FYP...serabut gak nak pikir tajuk...mcm-mcm laa..time kitorang time tu laa lecturer nak strict..tajuk gempaq-gempaq..huhu sabar je laa...4 bulan je lagi..! Then...sadaqallahulazim... ..InsyaAllah...doakan aku dan rakan-rakan berjaya!! :D

Take care...good nite!
Wasalam

*p/s: ramai org tanya soklan cepuk emas..."Dah ada calon?", dengan sopan dan bergaya aku menjawab "Belum lagi..." :)

12:41am
My Room, Orchid City.

Posted at Saturday, June 02, 2007 by ciksakura
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Yes sir No sir...

Assalamualaikum...

Current Mode: Exhausted
Current Song : None

Holla..! Rasa macam nak update something...but kepenatan dan keletihan ditambah sejenis perasaan yang mencengkam iaitu kemengantukan yang melanda membuatkan aku untuk memilih jalan selamat iaitu menangguhkan sahaja sessi menghapdet entry untuk hari ini. Dan aku telah memilih jalan untuk beransur ke kamar beradu yang secara spsifiknya terletak di sebelah kiri aku iaitu jaraknya tidak lebih daripada 20 inci.

Oleh yang demikian sebelum aku melalut dengan lebih lanjut...akan ku undur diri seketika dan jika diizinkan Allah atau dalam bahasa arabnya InsyaAllah..aku akan sambung menulis entry untuk hari ini pada di siang harinya...

Selamat malam, jaga diri! Chow~

*p/s: jangan tunggu lama-lama, nanti lama-lama kain dikebas orang...hahah. Pesanan utk yang nak tunggu last minit beli baju raya ;p

2:33am
My Room, Orchid City.

Posted at Saturday, June 02, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 30, 2007

Mr Spidey

...Assalamualaikum...

Current Mode : Confused
Current Song : Ruang Rindu ~ Letto

Baru je tadi selesai tengok Spiderman 3 dengan adik. Huh? Lambat jugak laa aku nak amik feel nak tengok citer nih, coz i'm not a fan of it. Lainlah cerita Lord Of the Rings ke Pirates of Carribean ke. But, sejak dua menjak amik gamba free tajaan Sony Erricson nih aku jadi macam kagum plak dengan spiderman nih. So, i took the chance malam yang free amat ini untuk menontonnya sepenuh hati. What can i say...it's superb. Although ending dia a bit sedih kan..banyak meaning dalam cerita nih. Yang aku dapat, we can make a choice..semua pilihan atas tangan kita, either we choose the good or the bad one. And, we can just judge people suka suki je kan...

Takat ni dah dua cerita yang memberi aku impak, and another one is the TMNT. I think safra will agree wif me... ;p. Kekadang aku terfikir...why Malaysian Animation film tak boleh nak buat storyline macam ni with moral ethic eh? Takpe laa..maybe there'll be one some day...kak jah, masuk tender jom :P

Oh ya, i'm still writting the blog kan. Means i'm still here at the Orchid City. Abah tak jadi pergi hari ni. Maybe esok or lusa or next week je. Hehe..me, still duduk je kat rumah. Kind of malas nak keluar pergi mana-mana even kedai sebelah rumah je pun. That's me masa cuti..kalo keluar keluar betul-betul. But my friends...kalau nak keluar dengan saya..just roger-roger je.. :)

Well..tengok cerita Manjalara? Haha, aku ni nak kata minat sangat kat cerita tu tak la..tapi sebab ade dua hero pujaan hati then aku gagahkan diri untuk tengok. Episode hari ni, macam agak sweet...(macam je eh). It's all about heart...mcm ade satu since where this couple are actually talking and thinking of other person. Kiranya macam kita cakap something, and at the same time we thinking of that person without expressing it in a realway. Tak paham? Haha, aku sendiri tak berapa nak faham apa yang aku type. But aku suka since tu...lebih kurang mcm "menipu diri sendiri" laa kan.

Hurm..it's just a fantasies story je pun. Tak tau laa..me sometime getting too obses with something...contohnya macam suka yang melampau-lampau..haha although i know it's just a fantasies. Tul tak safra, macam tgk behind the scene berulang-ulang kali :P Then we started to imagine some nice thingy...eheh.Lepas tuh start laa confused... Girls are girls..! :P

Okay laa.enough for today...rasa macam nak sleep awal. Suara pun macam dh tak berapa nak ada...so, girls n guys...avoid calling me this momment..till i recover :D

So long...take care!
Wasalam.

12:56am
My Room, Orchid City.

Posted at Wednesday, May 30, 2007 by ciksakura
(2) Roses Speaks Speak Up

mode

Current mode : Penat tapi best.
Current Song : Hadapi dengan Senyuman ~ Dewa

So...hadapi dengan senyuman =) . Pesanan untuk diri aku...sabarlah! kerana sesuatu yang indah akan menanti.... insyaAllah..!

Just came back from Mines Wonderland...rasa mcm abah bawak tour satu dunia..hehe. Apepun memang best although aku pelik betul, if ade cultural show mesti aku kena eh...hari tuh kat Sarawak and tadi Cultural Show Sabah..kena jugak. Agaknya muka aku muka kebudayaan kottt..hahaha. Anyway, i'll story mory it later-later...and if lama aku tak story mory means aku dh berangkat ke Terengganu esok. Maybe 3-4 days there..if aku masih menulis maknanya aku masih di bumi anggerik...so, don't miss me..! haha..

Sis nurul , i'm counting the days untuk kita ade date dengan Mr Johnny Depp yeah...and to safra..waiting for your confirmation nk turun sini...Cik Gmah, i'm always free bila2 nak ke King's Hill...kak jah, aku rindu nak makan sushi king ngan ko...Zuryn, roger2 aku bila dah turun sini...and cik yan...i'll be missing you already... :(

That's all..penat, nak tido..sakan dlm snow house tadi...take care!
Wasalam.

1:40am
My Room, Orchid City.

Posted at Wednesday, May 30, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 28, 2007

I've been Tagged

Well...at last miss zuryn..aku jawab jugak tag ko nih..hahah jadi hargailah jawapan aku kerana payah aku nak membuatnye nih...heheh..

01.Would you mind if your guy is fat?
-> thin or fat,don't mind at all...as long as dia sihat :-)

02. Would you want your guy to do house chores?
-> i would appreciated it very very much...

03. What is the maximum age gap you and your guy can have?
-> the best...maybe gap between 2 years to 5 years..maximum 10 years differences :)

04. Would you mind if your guy smokes?
-> yes...me don't like smokers...

05. Must he get good grades?
-> takde laa bagus sgt..but kalo dia scorer pun okay gak..hehe

06. A muscular/mature guy or a childish/cute guy?
-> mature is a must...cool and smart...;-)

07. Must he be popular to suit you?
-> not necessary...takut nnt mati cemburu..hahaha

08. Would you allow your guy to join a gang?
-> what kind of gang..? but if he want to join his member...why not..asal igt dunia akhirat sudah...

09. Must he have perfect eyesight?
-> not neccessary....perferct or specs also can.. :)

10. Must he be perfect in everything?
-> not really...but almost perfect okay laa...

11. Will you be furious or worried if your guy gets into trouble with the DM?
-> DM?? what's that??

12. Must he be taller than you?
-> yes, of course...:)

13. What is the first thing he attracted you?
-> he's style..hehe

14. Does how much he loves you matters or as long as you love him is enough?
-> loves who loves you more...enough to explained aite? :)

15. Would you allow your guy to show tantrums on the elderly or worthy of respect?
-> respects is everything...

16. What if your guy's ex still loves him?
-> don't mind...as long as i know that he loves me...

17. Which of his character or looks will make you leave him?
-> liar...anything but please dont lie to me..

18. Must you be his first girlfriend?
-> don't know..and don't want to know..

19. After marriage, must you be together or follow him back to his country or the country he's in?
-> depends on situation...but the best if we'll be together...

20. What will you do if his friends bully him?
-> hahahah...join bulli'ing him also.. :))

21. What are the most important things you seek in your guy?
-> Honesty,respect and tak tinggal solat.. :)

22. Would you rather your guy be a studious or bad boy kind?
-> be a good man

23. What if your good friend likes your guy?
-> tumpang "gembira" :P

so...with my "agagagaga land" mood...saya nak tagged sahabat-sahabat saya yang lain...and kak jah exception since zuryn dh tagged dia kan.. so inilah insan2 bertuah..:-

Cik Safra
Cik Gmah
Kak Zuril

~ Kebersihan mencerminkan Keimanan..~

So long...take care..!! Adous!

11:53pm
My Room, Orchid City

Posted at Monday, May 28, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 26, 2007

Tak Suka Tau..!

Salam..

Tadi dah best2 menaip...masuk ni dah dua kali aku menaip...Ya Allah...ini mungkin tandanya untuk aku tidur...buat zuryn, untuk pengetahuan ko aku dah cuba menjawab soalan-soalan itu dengan bestnya tapi dah hilang... =( dan...akan ku usahakan keesokan harinya...tunggu..!

Thats all...ini membuatkan aku rasa betul -betul nak tido...take care..!

di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
terbawa sampai ke ujung mata
dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
terasa hangat oh didalam hati
kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

tak pnah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
ku saat itu mencari makna
tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

*kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
smua kutrima apa adanya
mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
di ruang rindu kita bertemu

* bertemu

*p/s: Kind of love this song...Ruang Rindu - Letto..daa~~

3:03am
In My Room
Orchid City

Posted at Saturday, May 26, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 25, 2007

Have A Nice Day Too..!

Salam...

Alhamdulillah...akhirnya tamat jugak paper terakhir aku untuk sem ini dan seterusnya...seperti yang telah dikhabarkan..this is my last sem...but aku still ade 4 months bergelar pelajar untuk subject terakhir iaitu Project Research..apa yang aku harapkan keputusan yang terbaik untuk sem ni... :D

Aku hanya ada 2 minggu untuk bersuka ria sebelum menggempur habis-habisan untuk project nih...and sikit cerita pasal Presentation Skills aku yang baru lepas seminggu...alhamdulillah..kitorang dpr credits from lecturer...and aku rasa berbaloi jugak dengan usaha kitorang...and thanks to our family and friends yang banyak tolong...thanks a lot..!

Rindu...rindu dengan kawan-kawan...for now, aku rindu dengan kak jah, aku rindu dengan wan safra, aku rindu dengan gmah, aku rindu dengan yan, aku rindu dengan zurin dan aku rindu dengan makcik..! dan aku rindu dengan semua-semua.... :(

And yeah nak buat wish list jugak macam safra :

1) Happy Belated Mother's Day to Mama
2) Congrats to adik ( Succes sekolah agama :p)
3) Thanks to my groupmates..
4) Thanks to my lecturers
5) Happy belated Teacher's day untuk cikgu
6) Thanks to kak jah n cheekye girls for the support..!
7) Thanks to you for your "supporting" words...(still waiting for the day...haha)

Statement:
1) Hari-hari main games
2) Hari-hari tgk tv
3) Hari-hari main internet
4)Hari-hari chatting
5) Hari-hari tgk muka Johny Depp...haha

~Suatu senja view dr bilik saya..~

That's all, nak gi amik adik......take care you alls..!!

11:24am
In My Room
Orchid City

Posted at Friday, May 25, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 7, 2007

Selamatkan Dunia

Salam..

Feel free enough to type something for this entry today. So, this morning I just haved my mid term for Islamic Studies. And the questions are pretty quite simple and straight to the point. Alhamdulillah...i hope that i've done the right one.

Before this, I already had my presentation 1 which is for the presentation skills. Me and my lovely partner nurul done the best thing. We did a demo for making the choc cake...that's is uncle kalam's recipe. And guess what, i made some changes in the recipes..hahah.

And now, we're counting the days for the presentation II which is the biggest one and carries 30% of the marks..huhu sound creepy huh? BUt we managed to get the topic and we're gonna make a story about Adat Perpatih...still in progress but for now, everything moves smoothly...Alhamdulillah.

Besides, this week n next week will be a Islamic Week. And for the last time ( it's my final year) i'm involve for the activities..quizzes and exibition :P And just helping my friends for their nasyid competition. Tommorow will be our 1st practice...so, just wait if I'm good enough to post an entry about it :)

That's all for today...need to sleep. I just feel unwell today...till now, i think i've sneeze more then 10 times..huhu..

thanks for reading....take care n good night..~

Daa~
10:46pm
In My Room, Orchid City

Posted at Monday, May 07, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 6, 2007

Tired

~ I'm Fine~

Salam..

All this while, i'm not updating this blog...maybe there's too much that i wanna share..and maybe it's too hard for me to share it...

Happy,tired,bored,excited,stress,pain...etc..there's everything inside me now..exam,presentations,assigments and final exam...SOON..!! what can i say...be strong, pray to Allah..may he Guide me..and bless me and my friends..

To all my friends...my lovely friends..which going to having exams soon...i wish you all ...all the best...and do the best...let Him do the rest ;) and to those who are not having an exams...i wish all of you all the best for the career and anything you do..to my girl friends...i miss all of you

To (me) and my friends...be strong..be patience...the big day will come soon...although our journey never ends...thanks for being my friend..thanks for supporting me...hope we'll success together..

To mama, abah and adik...thanks for always being there for me whenever i needed you guys...thanks for supporting and understand me..i love you guys..!

And to you...thanks for always 'being there' for me too coz you seems to know that i need you at that time...it's maybe normal thing for you but you don't realize in that 'way', you've supported me and give me some colours in my heart and your words comfort me...why i can say this? because YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE... ;) but thanks again...and may Allah bless you in your life...

Still have more to say...but i'm too tired..maybe some other time..InsyaAllah...only time will tell..i just write this entry to tell all of you..that i'm still on this earth... :)

Thanks for reading...thanks for everything...do pray for me and my friends for our exams..and May Allah bless all of you...

Take care...keep in touch!

Wasalam.

1:56am In My Room,Orchid City

Posted at Sunday, May 06, 2007 by ciksakura
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