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May 30, 2007

mode

Current mode : Penat tapi best.
Current Song : Hadapi dengan Senyuman ~ Dewa

So...hadapi dengan senyuman =) . Pesanan untuk diri aku...sabarlah! kerana sesuatu yang indah akan menanti.... insyaAllah..!

Just came back from Mines Wonderland...rasa mcm abah bawak tour satu dunia..hehe. Apepun memang best although aku pelik betul, if ade cultural show mesti aku kena eh...hari tuh kat Sarawak and tadi Cultural Show Sabah..kena jugak. Agaknya muka aku muka kebudayaan kottt..hahaha. Anyway, i'll story mory it later-later...and if lama aku tak story mory means aku dh berangkat ke Terengganu esok. Maybe 3-4 days there..if aku masih menulis maknanya aku masih di bumi anggerik...so, don't miss me..! haha..

Sis nurul , i'm counting the days untuk kita ade date dengan Mr Johnny Depp yeah...and to safra..waiting for your confirmation nk turun sini...Cik Gmah, i'm always free bila2 nak ke King's Hill...kak jah, aku rindu nak makan sushi king ngan ko...Zuryn, roger2 aku bila dah turun sini...and cik yan...i'll be missing you already... :(

That's all..penat, nak tido..sakan dlm snow house tadi...take care!
Wasalam.

1:40am
My Room, Orchid City.

Posted at Wednesday, May 30, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 28, 2007

I've been Tagged

Well...at last miss zuryn..aku jawab jugak tag ko nih..hahah jadi hargailah jawapan aku kerana payah aku nak membuatnye nih...heheh..

01.Would you mind if your guy is fat?
-> thin or fat,don't mind at all...as long as dia sihat :-)

02. Would you want your guy to do house chores?
-> i would appreciated it very very much...

03. What is the maximum age gap you and your guy can have?
-> the best...maybe gap between 2 years to 5 years..maximum 10 years differences :)

04. Would you mind if your guy smokes?
-> yes...me don't like smokers...

05. Must he get good grades?
-> takde laa bagus sgt..but kalo dia scorer pun okay gak..hehe

06. A muscular/mature guy or a childish/cute guy?
-> mature is a must...cool and smart...;-)

07. Must he be popular to suit you?
-> not necessary...takut nnt mati cemburu..hahaha

08. Would you allow your guy to join a gang?
-> what kind of gang..? but if he want to join his member...why not..asal igt dunia akhirat sudah...

09. Must he have perfect eyesight?
-> not neccessary....perferct or specs also can.. :)

10. Must he be perfect in everything?
-> not really...but almost perfect okay laa...

11. Will you be furious or worried if your guy gets into trouble with the DM?
-> DM?? what's that??

12. Must he be taller than you?
-> yes, of course...:)

13. What is the first thing he attracted you?
-> he's style..hehe

14. Does how much he loves you matters or as long as you love him is enough?
-> loves who loves you more...enough to explained aite? :)

15. Would you allow your guy to show tantrums on the elderly or worthy of respect?
-> respects is everything...

16. What if your guy's ex still loves him?
-> don't mind...as long as i know that he loves me...

17. Which of his character or looks will make you leave him?
-> liar...anything but please dont lie to me..

18. Must you be his first girlfriend?
-> don't know..and don't want to know..

19. After marriage, must you be together or follow him back to his country or the country he's in?
-> depends on situation...but the best if we'll be together...

20. What will you do if his friends bully him?
-> hahahah...join bulli'ing him also.. :))

21. What are the most important things you seek in your guy?
-> Honesty,respect and tak tinggal solat.. :)

22. Would you rather your guy be a studious or bad boy kind?
-> be a good man

23. What if your good friend likes your guy?
-> tumpang "gembira" :P

so...with my "agagagaga land" mood...saya nak tagged sahabat-sahabat saya yang lain...and kak jah exception since zuryn dh tagged dia kan.. so inilah insan2 bertuah..:-

Cik Safra
Cik Gmah
Kak Zuril

~ Kebersihan mencerminkan Keimanan..~

So long...take care..!! Adous!

11:53pm
My Room, Orchid City

Posted at Monday, May 28, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 26, 2007

Tak Suka Tau..!

Salam..

Tadi dah best2 menaip...masuk ni dah dua kali aku menaip...Ya Allah...ini mungkin tandanya untuk aku tidur...buat zuryn, untuk pengetahuan ko aku dah cuba menjawab soalan-soalan itu dengan bestnya tapi dah hilang... =( dan...akan ku usahakan keesokan harinya...tunggu..!

Thats all...ini membuatkan aku rasa betul -betul nak tido...take care..!

di daun yang ikut mengalir lembut
terbawa sampai ke ujung mata
dan aku mulai takut terbawa cinta
menghirup rindu yang sesakkan dada

jalanku hampa dan kusentuh dia
terasa hangat oh didalam hati
kupegang erat dan kuhalangi waktu
tak urung jua kulihatnya pergi

tak pnah kuragu dan slalu kuingat
kerlingan matamu dan sentuhan hangat
ku saat itu mencari makna
tumbuhkan rasa yg sesakkan dada

*kau datang dan pergi oh begitu saja
smua kutrima apa adanya
mata terpejam dan hati menggumam
di ruang rindu kita bertemu

* bertemu

*p/s: Kind of love this song...Ruang Rindu - Letto..daa~~

3:03am
In My Room
Orchid City

Posted at Saturday, May 26, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 25, 2007

Have A Nice Day Too..!

Salam...

Alhamdulillah...akhirnya tamat jugak paper terakhir aku untuk sem ini dan seterusnya...seperti yang telah dikhabarkan..this is my last sem...but aku still ade 4 months bergelar pelajar untuk subject terakhir iaitu Project Research..apa yang aku harapkan keputusan yang terbaik untuk sem ni... :D

Aku hanya ada 2 minggu untuk bersuka ria sebelum menggempur habis-habisan untuk project nih...and sikit cerita pasal Presentation Skills aku yang baru lepas seminggu...alhamdulillah..kitorang dpr credits from lecturer...and aku rasa berbaloi jugak dengan usaha kitorang...and thanks to our family and friends yang banyak tolong...thanks a lot..!

Rindu...rindu dengan kawan-kawan...for now, aku rindu dengan kak jah, aku rindu dengan wan safra, aku rindu dengan gmah, aku rindu dengan yan, aku rindu dengan zurin dan aku rindu dengan makcik..! dan aku rindu dengan semua-semua.... :(

And yeah nak buat wish list jugak macam safra :

1) Happy Belated Mother's Day to Mama
2) Congrats to adik ( Succes sekolah agama :p)
3) Thanks to my groupmates..
4) Thanks to my lecturers
5) Happy belated Teacher's day untuk cikgu
6) Thanks to kak jah n cheekye girls for the support..!
7) Thanks to you for your "supporting" words...(still waiting for the day...haha)

Statement:
1) Hari-hari main games
2) Hari-hari tgk tv
3) Hari-hari main internet
4)Hari-hari chatting
5) Hari-hari tgk muka Johny Depp...haha

~Suatu senja view dr bilik saya..~

That's all, nak gi amik adik......take care you alls..!!

11:24am
In My Room
Orchid City

Posted at Friday, May 25, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 7, 2007

Selamatkan Dunia

Salam..

Feel free enough to type something for this entry today. So, this morning I just haved my mid term for Islamic Studies. And the questions are pretty quite simple and straight to the point. Alhamdulillah...i hope that i've done the right one.

Before this, I already had my presentation 1 which is for the presentation skills. Me and my lovely partner nurul done the best thing. We did a demo for making the choc cake...that's is uncle kalam's recipe. And guess what, i made some changes in the recipes..hahah.

And now, we're counting the days for the presentation II which is the biggest one and carries 30% of the marks..huhu sound creepy huh? BUt we managed to get the topic and we're gonna make a story about Adat Perpatih...still in progress but for now, everything moves smoothly...Alhamdulillah.

Besides, this week n next week will be a Islamic Week. And for the last time ( it's my final year) i'm involve for the activities..quizzes and exibition :P And just helping my friends for their nasyid competition. Tommorow will be our 1st practice...so, just wait if I'm good enough to post an entry about it :)

That's all for today...need to sleep. I just feel unwell today...till now, i think i've sneeze more then 10 times..huhu..

thanks for reading....take care n good night..~

Daa~
10:46pm
In My Room, Orchid City

Posted at Monday, May 07, 2007 by ciksakura
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May 6, 2007

Tired

~ I'm Fine~

Salam..

All this while, i'm not updating this blog...maybe there's too much that i wanna share..and maybe it's too hard for me to share it...

Happy,tired,bored,excited,stress,pain...etc..there's everything inside me now..exam,presentations,assigments and final exam...SOON..!! what can i say...be strong, pray to Allah..may he Guide me..and bless me and my friends..

To all my friends...my lovely friends..which going to having exams soon...i wish you all ...all the best...and do the best...let Him do the rest ;) and to those who are not having an exams...i wish all of you all the best for the career and anything you do..to my girl friends...i miss all of you

To (me) and my friends...be strong..be patience...the big day will come soon...although our journey never ends...thanks for being my friend..thanks for supporting me...hope we'll success together..

To mama, abah and adik...thanks for always being there for me whenever i needed you guys...thanks for supporting and understand me..i love you guys..!

And to you...thanks for always 'being there' for me too coz you seems to know that i need you at that time...it's maybe normal thing for you but you don't realize in that 'way', you've supported me and give me some colours in my heart and your words comfort me...why i can say this? because YOU DON'T KNOW WHO YOU ARE... ;) but thanks again...and may Allah bless you in your life...

Still have more to say...but i'm too tired..maybe some other time..InsyaAllah...only time will tell..i just write this entry to tell all of you..that i'm still on this earth... :)

Thanks for reading...thanks for everything...do pray for me and my friends for our exams..and May Allah bless all of you...

Take care...keep in touch!

Wasalam.

1:56am In My Room,Orchid City

Posted at Sunday, May 06, 2007 by ciksakura
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April 15, 2007

Happy Birthday to Miss Nurul =)

Akak wanna wish a Happy 22nd Birthday to my sister Miss Nurul Ikmal. Wishing you all the best for your future, semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki and cepat dapat jodoh =p. Love to know you as my sister...hope you'll always happy and get what ever you want =)
And May Allah bless you....

Muaahxxx..!!
Hug & Kisses

Posted at Sunday, April 15, 2007 by ciksakura
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April 8, 2007

Carry On

Salam..

Hallu...selamat pagi..!! Huhuh..dah pagi..tapi aku je belom tido..tatau apesal tak ngantuk...ke sebab aku minum kopi masa tengok bola tadi...kottt!

Aktiviti hari ini ialah..jalan-jalan di sekitar kawasan perumahan...beli barang dapur, gi kedai gunting rambut...abah ngan adik gunting rambut kat kedai mamak, beli ikan emas kat kedai uncle....dan macam-macam lagi laa...kirenyer kami sekeluarga round-round kat kawasan perumahan tu sampai petang...haha.

Ikutkan petang ni nak panjat bumbung bersama abah...best seyh panjat bumbung. Rasa macam dalam cerita doraemon pun ade..macam ninja pun ade..uisyeh..hehe tapi hujan lak petang tadi. So, esok akan kami jalankan aktiviti tersebut.

Malam tadi, kami makan ala-ala tepayanki style....gril-gril gitu...senang je yok, beli mcm sotong ball, cocktail,isi ayam,nenas tin,capsicum...cucuk kat lidi satay...bakar...best..memang kenyang :D

And...banyak nak cerita..tapi aku rasa mata macam dah nampak bintang-bintang...tandanyanak tidor laa tuh kott..Aku rasa baik aku tidor takut terlajak subuh lak esok...huhu and yeah esok mama janji nak bawak gi kompleks..buat facial =). And Isnin dah start class....semoga berjaya!!!

Tadi tengok lawan bola between Kedah and Terengganu...what can I say....KEDAH PULUN...!!! yeah...keputusan kedah wins 3-0 peace..! And tengok majalah 3 tadi masa time break...aaaa macam ade suatu perasaan yang best je eh...hehe..tetiba teringat cerita Bawang Putih Bawang Merah version original yek... time nyanyi atas buai kat pohon beringin tuh...ohhh...please..dh malam-malam ni..tak elok berangan...

~ Sinar...~ :)

Good Night and Take Care..!

Wasalam
In My Room
2:20am

Posted at Sunday, April 08, 2007 by ciksakura
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April 5, 2007

Finale

Salam..

Bertemu kembali. Alhamdulillah, seperti yang ditunggu-tunggu akhirnya result kitorang release jugak pagi tadi. Dan tiada apa yang boleh aku gambarkan melainkan setinggi-tinggi syukur aku panjatkan ke Hadrat-Nya kerana aku dan rakan-rakan dapat keputusan yang baik. Syukur Alhamdulillah...nampaknya segala usaha kitorang telah membuahkan hasil yang baik. Kerana sesungguhnya hanya Dia yang Maha Berkuasa ke atas sesuatu :)

Dan selesai bab keputusan, dah selesaikan bab pendaftaran jugak. Seperti yang aku dah bagitau semester ini adalah semester terakhir kitorang. Sebab lepas 2 bulan ni kitoang akan mula dengan projek penyelidikan. InsyaAllah, dengan izin Allah...kitorang mintak semuanya akan berjalan dengan lancar...Amin~

Okay, cuma itu yang aku nak coretkan...apapun, tak lupa terima kasih aku kepada mama, abah dan adik yang dah banyak memberi aku sokongan dan dorongan, serta sahabat-sahabat yang dekat dan jauh...(you guys know who you are..) terima kasih atas kesetiaan dan nasihat kalian selama ini...sesungguhnya..jasa kalian hanya Allah sahaja yang membalasnya. Dan akhir sekali tak lupa untuk lecturer dan tutor yang banyak mengajar...ARIGATO GOZAIMASU..!!!

~ It's just a beginning...~

Take care...Jyane~

In my room
11:51pm

Posted at Thursday, April 05, 2007 by ciksakura
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April 4, 2007

HATIKUDIHARAJUKU

Salam...

Bertemu kembali...hari ni dah masuk hari ke-empat dalam bulan empat. Tatkala aku menaip blog ni, aku berada di atas kamarku. Saja, penat duduk atas kerusi..kita duduk atas katil plak. Apa dah jadi dengan aku sehari dua ni..? Ntahlah undefined atau susah aku nak jelaskan. Cuma apa yang boleh aku katakan emosi aku kurang stabil sekarang.

Macam aku cerita sepatutnya aku dah mula start class dua hari lepas yakni hari Selasa. Tapi malangnya class tak mula-mula juga. Puncanya walau berat untuk aku ungkit kembali..puncanya result exam kitorang pending. Bukan aku dan rakan-rakan malah satu course. Letih? Lebih dari itu...sebabnya aku memang minggu bukan tak boleh tidur malah aku amik keputusan untuk tidur lebih awal. Masuk ni dah dua kali aku ulang alik campus tapi hampa. Sabar je la...siang tadi aku dah bertawakal untuk menjadi seorang yang penyabar...boleh ye..

Dan sepanjang aku menyabarkan hati ini, aku cuba menghabiskan seberapa banyak novel yang boleh. Antara novel pilihan aku tentulah karya Saudara Ramlee Awang Murshid. Kerana cerita -cerita suspens thriller dan ada kalanya menyaiko kan aku. Walaupun boleh ku katakan novel dia agak berat namun itulah genre yang aku suka. Aku suka membaca , membuat atau menonton sesuatu yang memerlukan aku berfikir. Memerlukan aku untuk menjangkakan sesuatu. Itu aku...mungkin sebab tu aku suka jadi detektif kot...hahaha.

Karya beliau yang terbaru aku baca adalah Cinta Sang Ratu di mana kesinambungan cerita untuk Bagaikan Puteri. And tadi aku dah khatam untuk kali kedua untuk cerita Hatiku di Harajuku. What I like about his novel sebab cerita dia more to reality and menggarapkan unsur keIslaman dalam penulisan beliau. Maksud aku walaupun jalan ceritanya berat tapi ia menyedarkan kita. Betul tak safra ? :p

Dan aku menunggu untuk karya terbaru beliau "Ungu Karmilla". Untuk penulis-penulis novel...teruskan usaha menulis kalian kerana saya adalah di antara insan yang akan menghargainya... :)

Okay laa..mata macam dah lalok. Baru balik from Alamanda...mama belanja Johnny's tadi... huhu best betol. Nak-nak plak Tomyam dia ade udang besar and enoki mushroom...adeh..tangkap leleh. hehehe..

~ My Precious ~

Till then..take care and selamat malam...!!

Jyane~

*ps: teringin nak makan Sushi plak... :p

In my Room
11:35pm

Posted at Wednesday, April 04, 2007 by ciksakura
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